Thursday, February 5, 2009

My Birthday

So today is my birthday. My 29th birthday. Wow, I can't believe I said it out loud. I don't know why, but I am not handling this well. I know that I have done so much, achieved so much, grown so much but for some reason I don't feel as if anything I have done has made any kind of difference, and I feel very much like I am behind. And that I have missed out on a ton of things. It's weird. To be this old. I remember when I was 5 and couldn't wait until I was 10. When I was 10 I was dying to be 13. When I hit 13 I wanted to be 16, and when I was 16 I wanted to be 18. Not that I am 29, it feels like I have accomplished most of what I set out to accomplish in the beginning, and there's not a whole lot left for me to do. Perhaps it time to set new goals, and to accomplish new things. But really I think I'm too lazy...

1 comment:

Kelly said...

I had a hard time turning 29 as was harder for me to turn 29 than it was a year later to turn 30. It was as if my 20's were coming to a close at 29. I thought I'd be in my 20's for EVER!!! Now as a wise and old 31 year old (ha) I have to tell you I prefer my 30's!!! There is some amazing thing that happend to me as I turned 29 and now into my 30's that I can't really explain. It is something beyond me that I truly love. It is really freeing.

I know I'm not THAT much older than you are...but you may find that those goals and ideas just come...even in our laziness...they come!

Happy Birhday!!!